you know how you go on vacation then suddenly you're jut ready to go home? that's how i feel right now. i'm trying to embrace portland, i really am. but, when i think of california i get a little dizzy with longing. i hear joni mitchell singing to my heart about california, "oh california i'm coming home, gonna see the folks i dig i'll even kiss a sunset pig, california coming home". makes me blue. eliot is echoing my sentiments. he keeps saying he wants to go on a trip.
pdx positives:
the allen-gibson fam
vegan friendly
andy works at home
things i miss:
boot camp
my fav raw restaurants
the dish
beaches
sunshine
spring starting in february (sort of)
ability to drive to see fam
what can i say? i feel weird here. like i don't belong. in some ways like an awkward teenager. yuck! i must change this mindset, and plan a trip!
I am so sorry you feel out of sorts. I really hope it grows on you! now i will talk to you on the phone. š