Get out of the bath
I know you don’t feel loved anymore
I wonder how she removes her clothes
when she’s alone
I subway
to his door
fifteen years in a step and
I’m so different now
Nothing better than Big
Big buildings
Big books
Big words
to express how we got here
you don’t have permission to hang out with my heart
can’t name all the things you’ve ruined for me
I sat on top of my car
on a cold foggy night
to wait
because that’s what
you wanted from me
what I was asked to do
but you lied
and lied
and lied
Remorse removes hours of pain
It’s helpful
human
and can bring peace.
I fear your map is drawn
he swallowed your compass
Heartshapedsky 