Get out of the bath

I know you don’t feel loved anymore

I wonder how she removes her clothes

when she’s alone

I subway

to his door

fifteen years in a step and

I’m so different now

Nothing better than Big

Big buildings

Big books

Big words

to express how we got here

you don’t have permission to hang out with my heart

can’t name all the things you’ve ruined for me

I sat on top of my car

on a cold foggy night

to wait

because that’s what

you wanted from me

what I was asked to do

but you lied

and lied

and lied

Remorse removes hours of pain

It’s helpful


and can bring peace.

I fear your map is drawn

he swallowed your compass